UiTM is haunting me

today the weather quit good.. my mood is very good..
go to hell pimple... i dont mind u MR.PimPle.. well, nevermind i'm ugly with pimple, because one day my pimple will go away. so i will look pretty back one day.. hmmm..
so now, i dont want any boyfriend right now, and i dont want think about boy... because if i have BF now, my BF will be like me.. also have pimple. huhuhu..

         nevermind... my grandmother and grandfather with my untie come home. hehe. my home bit messy. sorry, mom and dad, i'm lazy girl..
like usual, my auntie and grandmother advice be..' girl cannot be lazy, after married u will have problem with your husband bla bla bla'.. hmmm.. 'ok. i will be good girl'. hehehe.. then i wash dishes ni kitchen . when the bowl is falling down, its make sound.. suddenly my dream flash back..
Damn! again UiTM is hunting me.. huhu.. how can i want forget about UiTM if i always dream about UiTM?? how? how?

my dream story like this.. hmmm..

when 7.00 am i wake up from sleep because my mom want to borrow my calculator. then after that, my dad ask me to clean the kitchen ... hmmm, i feel hungry so i got to eat 'roti canai telur' for the breakfast first.. after that i feel lazy because i'm not enough sleep. so i open my lappy and find one piano song to motivate me in the morning day .. when i listening piano love story by beethoven i fall asleep..But,  i dont want to sleep because i'm not done yet  my task to clean the kitchen.. i force my self to open my eyes, But when i wake up, i'm at another place.. somewhere that stranger to me.. where i am? i wanna go back home and clean my kitchen,! but  i see a kitchen, but looking different compare to  my kithchen.. hmmm .. i just clean it, but when the bowl is fallen down its make a sound so someone is wake up and yelling at me 'hey! silent please'.. i'm surprise because that voice is very familiar. so i come to her, haaaaa? shazlin? what are you doing here? i'm asking to her, but she is make weird face and asking me 'why you are here'? i said  ' i dont know, when i wake up from sleep suddenly i'm here' my face i wonder too why i'm here.. the other friends is wake up too.. wow, its mastura and mira and dila.. someone that i miss..everyone look at me..and i say something to greeting them 'wow, u guys is roomate now, haha, hows study going on?'  mastura is come to   me  and hug me 'yeay! ruby is here!, ruby is here, !we miss you so much'.. i'm speechless.. then say 'yah, thanks girls, i miss u too'.. i'm force my self to to smile.. then mastura and shazlin is keep asking me, why i dont text them? why i dont want to meet them, why? what happnd to me next? why ? bla bla bla.. after asking me too much question , they are show me my picture in frame  in their wall room..wow.  seem  like they are love me... its .. my innocent picture  when i was in UiTM.. hmm.. and its my shawl, my polka dot shawl.... 'Why my shawl is here?' i'm looking at them and take my shawl..  'u forget? u leave it at Mira room before you leave UiTM'. well, i didnt remember i leave it there ,  because when i was leave UiTM for the last time i leave my umbrella.. not shawl. hmm, 'owh, really' ..  shazlin is start serious conversation 'actually what happened? are you ok? '  hmmm, this is very awkward question ' well , its just happened.. its fate.. there are something in uniKL that i should have and i cant meet in UiTM.. Look at me! i'm ok.. i'm fine at all..hahahahaha. i'm still love shopping :))'.. mastura is looking at my eyes'Really?' and  mira is hold my shoulder'well, if you need us just contact us, we always with you' ... i'm speechless... i feel want to cry.. no! no! no!. cry is for the weak person... i'm strong.. i smile to them 'hahahaha, i'm ok.. see? how can people sad can laughing and healthy like this.. look at me.  hahaha'. i hold mira hand   and move her hand from my shoulder and say to her 'dont worry, you guys is the first person i will think of when i feel sad ^_^' then after that i wanna go back home.. wow. i just know actually i'm at shah alam, in hostel.. how can i want back home.. suddenly A boy come to this room, i'm so surprise how can a boy can enter here.. 'hey! yo.....' shazlin is closed my mouth with her hand and give me language body to silent.. well that guys is her BF.LOLz.. 'what going on? you allow this boy come to this room? come on this is hostel.. not your home!'..  i know i'm not very good to advice her but she is too much.. hostel regulation a boy cannot enter.. if fellow know this she willl got dismiss.. 'ruby, i knw that. but we have something to discuss, please understand '.. 'LOLz, do whatever you want..bye' i leave them., i'm not student there.. why i should care about that?
after that my little sister is yelling at me and shake my bed ' atol! atol! grandmother and grandfather is coming!  home is messy, kitchen is messy..! wake up! wake up!' Shit! its dream. what the hell!.. kitchen is messy, i'm dying! i'm dying! 'shit! where are them  right now?'.. i'm feeling so dizzy and got shocked.. my sister said 'they are cleaning the kitchen right now'  i'm sitting on my bed and think how to solve this. damn!.'oh gosh! where is dad?'  'he is still sleeping!, kak atol, grandmother is calling you! go downstair right now' ....shit, i'm not take shower.. 'kkkk i'm coming.. you go first'  ii go to wash my face and go to downstairs.... everyone is look at me.. my auntie is angry and ask me 'what time now?' i answer with guilty feeling 'well its noon, sorry for late wake up.. ' bla bla bla. lazy-husband-probelm etc bla bla blablablablalabla