I'm Ugly

(Emotion entry)

Yesterday my best friend want me join Hijab style competition.. 

i'm hijab lover..  she knew it..that why she want me join that competition.. i  feel confident to join this competition  yesterday.. i told her i will join ..

and now, the worst feeling when i look my self in mirror.. there are so many new pimple. i dont knw where its come from!!!  but its look ugly

i feel like i'm the ugly girl  in this world right now!.. its so disgusting.

i told my friend that i will join yesterday and now i dont want to join that!

after i look mirror, i kick my furniture and now my feet is pain.. then i'm landing on my bed to sleep and  i suddenly i feel my throat its pain and i feel hurt.. my tears is come out even i try stop it.... 

what are stupid life....

my first Ramadhan is very sad..

and  i writing my diary with tears ..

why god didnt allow me join that competition? 

why....?

why my pimple added drastically on my face... 

my sem break just leave 7 days..

i really dont want face anyone with this face..

i'm ugly..

i cant join that competition....

i want throw away all my hijab! !!! aaaaaaaaaa

i want to run away from my world..

ohh god, why i feel so sad like this. i cant sleep.......

my pimple like her.. but, my mine is new and  big. i feel itching ..