yesterday, before i'm sleep on my bed, i check my phone clock..
i receive message from 'the king' the person who dump me last week..
Totally not understand guy like that..
we was over.. i was sad..
Today i spend my time to think about this guy...
i read back all his message.. but mostly his emotional message i was deleted...
i smiling and confusing when read all his message.. either he is mean all his words? or just foward message?
or copy paste? or romeo message? Dr. jackyl and MR hyde?arghhhh! damn, sorry i'm not forensic or investigator to understand all of his words..
i'm just stupid girl who are born to be stupid to understand those things..
someimes he said he love me, BUT, if he want something that i couldn't give, he said dont want to see me, and the day our last meet is the last time we meet on.. he will never disturb me
then, he said 'Bye' to me.. damn! i'm so sad read his message like that..
why he only think about his feeling?
oooo ya,, the reason we are break up because my free hair picture...
its my Principe, i dont want give that.. and he want that..
so, we are not at the same road.. that why we are decided to over...
i just know him 1 week... if i give him means better i go to die...
Because i knw, at first he ask for that, then tomorrw he ask for the advance things, and everyday the level is up and up.. after boring he will dump me...in the end? i leave nothing.. i cant concentrate toward my study , wasting my time.. so, the best way just end it over...
because sometimes he is not respect me..hmmm :'(
.. so emotional.. not think about my feeling..my situation.. huh!
i tell my friend i like him.. because he is look like my taste....
i like look at him, but i dont like he look at me, because i dont like people zoom in, my ugly pimple.
but i'm little bit confusing with him,,, when we are meet face to face , he said about other things, 'he love me'
BUT when on message he is continue emotional..
i spend my time with him , i just remember his emotional words.. always send me same message.. erk..
conclusion, i'm totally not understand either he is said the truth or lie... whatever we are over..
i remember my first date with him, i turn back to the maju junction because his emotional message..
i was arrived with my friend at dang wangi station, then i was begging to my friend to company me go back maju junction.. because of that, she is fighting with her bf.. hmmm
what i can say, its my mistake because go back and chasing him.. because that story was spread to my other friend.. they angry me, why i'm turn back...? what happened to me??
In The end?
that time i'm not comfortable with my dress smell.. in my mind only home and shower...
and got shocked receive so many message from him, and his miss call. when i call him,he didnt answer. hmm
when i decided we are over i tell my friend i'm so sad...
we are over,, i dont tell them the reason, because i knw their respond, let it be a secret..
i just said, i got dumped.. damn sad...!
so like usual, they give me words that make me feel good,, then sing for me sad song.. damn!
i eat alot, listening sad song music... after that i'm oke..
now, i was decided, i dont wanna have BF again for this semester.. i want enjoy my forever alone life for this semester..
because my face like monster right now.. again, have many new pimple come out .. sheet of papers... :(
furthermore i want diet.. my weight is 50.. i want to decrease 5 kg.. because after this i want find thin boy 68kg below...
k bye..
no love, no pain, no gain..
yeayyy forever alone !! :'(
i receive message from 'the king' the person who dump me last week..
Totally not understand guy like that..
we was over.. i was sad..
Today i spend my time to think about this guy...
i read back all his message.. but mostly his emotional message i was deleted...
i smiling and confusing when read all his message.. either he is mean all his words? or just foward message?
or copy paste? or romeo message? Dr. jackyl and MR hyde?arghhhh! damn, sorry i'm not forensic or investigator to understand all of his words..
i'm just stupid girl who are born to be stupid to understand those things..
someimes he said he love me, BUT, if he want something that i couldn't give, he said dont want to see me, and the day our last meet is the last time we meet on.. he will never disturb me
then, he said 'Bye' to me.. damn! i'm so sad read his message like that..
why he only think about his feeling?
oooo ya,, the reason we are break up because my free hair picture...
its my Principe, i dont want give that.. and he want that..
so, we are not at the same road.. that why we are decided to over...
i just know him 1 week... if i give him means better i go to die...
Because i knw, at first he ask for that, then tomorrw he ask for the advance things, and everyday the level is up and up.. after boring he will dump me...in the end? i leave nothing.. i cant concentrate toward my study , wasting my time.. so, the best way just end it over...
because sometimes he is not respect me..hmmm :'(
.. so emotional.. not think about my feeling..my situation.. huh!
i tell my friend i like him.. because he is look like my taste....
i like look at him, but i dont like he look at me, because i dont like people zoom in, my ugly pimple.
but i'm little bit confusing with him,,, when we are meet face to face , he said about other things, 'he love me'
BUT when on message he is continue emotional..
i spend my time with him , i just remember his emotional words.. always send me same message.. erk..
conclusion, i'm totally not understand either he is said the truth or lie... whatever we are over..
i remember my first date with him, i turn back to the maju junction because his emotional message..
i was arrived with my friend at dang wangi station, then i was begging to my friend to company me go back maju junction.. because of that, she is fighting with her bf.. hmmm
what i can say, its my mistake because go back and chasing him.. because that story was spread to my other friend.. they angry me, why i'm turn back...? what happened to me??
In The end?
that time i'm not comfortable with my dress smell.. in my mind only home and shower...
and got shocked receive so many message from him, and his miss call. when i call him,he didnt answer. hmm
when i decided we are over i tell my friend i'm so sad...
we are over,, i dont tell them the reason, because i knw their respond, let it be a secret..
i just said, i got dumped.. damn sad...!
so like usual, they give me words that make me feel good,, then sing for me sad song.. damn!
i eat alot, listening sad song music... after that i'm oke..
now, i was decided, i dont wanna have BF again for this semester.. i want enjoy my forever alone life for this semester..
because my face like monster right now.. again, have many new pimple come out .. sheet of papers... :(
furthermore i want diet.. my weight is 50.. i want to decrease 5 kg.. because after this i want find thin boy 68kg below...
k bye..
no love, no pain, no gain..
yeayyy forever alone !! :'(
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