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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

my sucks presentation

Yesterday i'm very damn busy and tired.. my class until 7pm. Then, i'm arrived at my hostel 9pm..
i just felling so disappointed with my self.. its about presentation yesterday.. like a sheet..
its my fault, i'm not prepare well, i wake up in night and ask Wikipedia about bill gate,,
and get confusing by my ownself.. i'm confusing either bill gate got expel, or he dropped out  by him self from Harvard university.. .after that .i forgot to print out bill gate picture...
this is my work last minutes..

i choose time order, then i choose bill gate to be my idola , because he is well known top richest in the world..    He believes that if you are intelligent and know how to apply your intelligence, you can achieve anything...He does not believe in mere luck or God's grace, but just hard work and competitiveness... i like his way.. and that is damn true.. hard work is very difficult to do.. like me, just like waiting and see.. i'm so shame on myself when i read his life.. i just noticed how lazy i am..  i like people in capitalist country, their life full of competitive to survive.. its damn cruel..
so i draft my point, i thought i can describe each of my point.. BUT, when i'm come in front in my class, All my classmate look at me.. sheeet, i forgot all things in my mind...
so, i just read my stupid point.. damn!

i think my last week presentation better than yesterday,
i talked about my self.. i took my chess as my model of my life..
its so simple..
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i used this picture .. because i dont have chess set that time

i just talked why chess related into my life..
chess game is my  kingdom..and  i'm a queen..
i like to be freedom... that why i want to be queen...
my task to protect my king.. but without queen my kingdom is defeat..
yeah, beacuse when i playing chess, i dont like my queen die,because i have no idea to survive..
Then, every step i made in chess, that mean its my decision i made in my life,,
i cant turn back .. either its wrong or right choose i need to proceed..
That why sometimes i'm so regretted with my decision, but its make me more mature and can improve my game.. LOLz..
and every pieces in chess there are so important to me, bishop, castle, pawn, knight, they are my family, my friends, etc..
i like choose white empire  , because i like to start something and waiting for the respond,,, and i'm so aggressive in game..
and the black pieces is my environment, because every step i made, black pieces will give me positive and negative respond..
if i'm checkmate, its doesn't mean i'm loser, i can start everything from beginning..
people learn from mistake,,
and Albert Einstein said, everyone who never made mistake, they are never tried anything new..
that is my Favorited quotes...

k bye..

preparing presentation for tomorrow :(




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