My Blog

some of people asking me about my blog...why i didnt update..?
the reason why i didnt update
1. Lazy
2. No idea
3. I'm busy
4. no idea
5. No idea
6. busy like hell
7. When i'm free , i have no idea..
8. when i have an idea, i will busy like hell until i'm not remember to write..
9. i feel i want to delete my blog
10. i feel my life is so sucks
11.

sometimes to make interested story should have nice picture..
bu this semester i dont have camera.. that  why have no idea ..
Diary and blog is  different..
diary is about what 'disturbing' in my  mind.. the story that i feel awkward to share with 'people'...that is diary.. no need to think what i'm write about..etc
nobody read... no need idea,,,.... i'm free like queen to write anything... no need to think people comment..
audience etc..  its my DIARY.. .. grammatical error? so what?? do i care?
nobody will condemn my 'art' hehe..
i'm also not understand what im write about.. whatever~

BUT
 Blog, where i need to write my positive opinion..
positive view..
i cant be emotional.. sometimes when i give emotional opinion,, people will condemn. and attack me back..
damn!...
the awkward is my audience is people that i know..my friends, my families..