Alhamdulillah. My Result are being ok

Today i know my result. well, its being ok.. my result just for my parents.. i got 3.52 cgpa....i'm not happy i got that grade because i can do better if i'm serious in study......  but as long my parents happy then i'm ok..  because i dont have any effort to get that result.. i lied my parents because i used to say i'm studied hard. not enough sleep, not enough eat. day and night only holding  book. i do my best.. my lecturer always say i'm very good student.. i'm the best... when i'm in library or any book store i will ask my friend to snap my picture there to show at facebook that i'm study hard and regret about my past.. LOLz...all is liar..

The true is

lecturer never say i'm very good student.. i just want my parents proud of me. hehe.. in class my face is like poker face.. laugh with my friend

day and night i spend my time in front my lappy... all money my dad give i spend to social with my friends and shopping.. thats all ..chatting with boy, playing game, update my blog, blogwalking,  took picture , etc.. luckily my result not very bad.. huhu.. 

Now, my objective is pretend to be stupid and nerdy girl.. so, i can hide myself...

people might think i was change, but i'm still who  am i, and never changed... 

well, i want to be low profile.. so i knw who will stand by my side all the time and i can found my true friend in the end....

Life is complicated. and its dificult. we need to involve in complex drama, etc. fuck off all of that...

i just want to run away from this city. i want life in the peace place.. i dont like drama.. or pretend.. 

hmmmmmmmm   :(

be patient be patient, be patient

i want go back my dad hometown.. i miss my grandmother.. huhuhu :'(