The feeling being dump (emotional version)

hellow peeps!
today i'm feeling so depressed..
my eyes non stop tiring.. plus my new BF.. hmm
just read on title, so you can understand what i mean..

i thought i will have mature relationship with him but, its impossible...
its was disclose how unmatured  i am...
yesterday our first date, and today we are break up...
its amazing!!
then, he sent me msg like i'm the one who are wrong.. come on..
our love story just like a cup of coffee.. hot for a while, then its cold..
when i think back, i'm the one who are so stupid..
believe a guy like that.. maybe he just want trap me on his game,,, i feel like, i'm the real loser right now... trusting the guy like that...
yaa, i'm deserve for all of this because i born to be stupid ..
pretending like care and love me. haha.. its a big joke of him.. to me its not funny ok!...
 i'm so surprise when saw his updates status because he said to me  he was deactive his account  facebook forever.. and the worst feeling when he is still in relationship with other girl today.. LOL..
he was trick me n fooling me around..damn! thanks alot