Feeling not comfortable

Today i'm so worry about my eyes.. its feel like so tired even i  keep my eyes rest for the  many hours..
i wanna tell my dad but i worried he will angry on me because he not allow me wearing contact lens, but i did.. its damn not comfortable.. ohh god, plzzz , what i'm suppose to do?
i just need your help. huhuhuhu

Today i'm back home..ooo ya.. haha
yesterday i feel  very worst toward my new bf
in my mind that time i was losing him... and he was dump me.. so freak..
 so, i just ignore all his message....on morning , my friend ask me 'aik? where is you phone?'
i leave my phone on my desk ... when i look my phone , i saw his msg .. well, i read all.. again he give me msg like i'm the one who made mistake.. i reply and ask the question.. after that, we are oke like nothing happend between us.. erk, no comment..
when i'm dinner with my family, he sent me msg, then i didnt noticed i'm smile like stupid when read his msg, then my first bro  look at me and  asked me 'budak chess tu ke?'
erk, how did he knw. damn..! i forget to keep my phone on my bag.. 'no. my friend la'
he just give me advice,  i will repeat the same mistake if i proceed it..
erk, i'm very speechless.... I starting like that guy, how can i leave him..
whatever.. i wanna see what hanppd next..


my eyes not  comfortable... k bye