Mr.right

yesterday i was solat istikarah... untuk memohon petunjuk..i really feel so down right now... and the answer for istikarah is i found that my friend is block me from whatssup... i dont know why... then i was sleep. i was dream my old friend when i was in matric... she look at me.. and the guy appear in my dream is my ex boyfriend.. but he is arabic.. ohhh god. please..i hope not him to be my mr.right... i dont like that kind of people to be my husband... i'm not think i could follow him... how about my love dare? i feeling so empty abt him right now....

no one.. but there are someone with me

today i feel so upset.. its not because my new love dare..that is because i have no friend.. i'm so arrogant... i just noticed recently...
i'm not save my classmate number... Lol.. when i need their help, i'm start searching their number..i'm deserve it..  :'(
this is consequence when we are arrogant, selfish, not appriciate people around u :')
ya Allah.. i dont have friend.. i want you be my friend..  company me all the me.. make me feel ok whn i'm alone

nonsense story

The awkward moment when we are confess our madness to wrong person, and that person who actually like to is turn to hate u..

well, its happend to me... and its damn hurt

i have no friend (right now)

forever alone..

i choose this way

no friends is better because sometimes they are annoyed me...

next week is my new semester..

i'm not ready to meet them..

mistake is like a heavy stone..

its burden to bring along ..

i need to face them next week..

hahaha.. 

how come..

i need to hide my face on my pocket. nobody see me..

LOL

i'm not fear.. just i bit difficult to face with them..

i dont know why, the feeling is so awkward 

ohh, ya, today i meet one guy..

i knw him last year... when i'm asked  him about how to hack wifi..

then today he teach me  something that i want to knw ..

its about phising..

very thanks to him.. i wanna treat him .. but so far.. haha

who i want to phising?

when i knw how to phishing, i feel empty...

i want to hack my ex bf.. but, now. i let it be...i have no feeling to phising him..

we are end..

so, nothing ganna change destiny if i'm hack him..

when i open my picture in semester 1, they are lot memory with her.. well,i want to delete all.. 

so i could pretend nothing happnd in semester 1. but i cant.. lets see what happnd next weekk.. 

good night ^^

Love Dare L.O.V.E D.A.R.E

Did any one here know what means by love dare?

i bet no one know except me and him...

we are taking high risk in finding the Right Person..

are u dare to do that?

u dont even  knw who are him, and talking about marry.. hoho XD

actually i have a bit fear.. just in chase he is not my right person... 

the game started when i'm came online on yahoo messenger to chat with my sister..

and he said 'hi' on me..

then i'm thinking did we have chat before? because its been long time i'm not involve in yahoo chat.. the last time i'm chat in yahoo room 2011.. so i bet he is someone that  i used to chat before.. frankly i forgot all my friends that i knw in yahoo chat room.. i just open to pass my time to know new person and have some networking friends...

Then Mr.single meet with Miss single..

guess what happnd next?

we changed number phone..

and rarely message each other

BUT

i dont know why until now i dont have feeling toward him..

and now he is my BF....
but sometimes i like him, and something he will become annoying.. Sabar je la >.<

fullstop. bye