my best friends

i have friendship in my universiti. am so sick and tired with their drama... mayb i am not deserve to be their friend..i will find someone else to be my friend. Or be forever alone.. I will.. because we are not at the same boat and same road.. i started using earphone to anywhere... its mean, i am not interested to listen anything from them especially their drama... Seriously i cant stand all of this..
Especially the one who i closed with... She always think she is perfect.. Talk abt people weakness.. Am so pity to the person who knw her include myself... i dont mind whatever he talk bad behind me because she is not important to think about i just so tension because i need to stick with her all the time.. LOL... 4 years soon.. OMG, help me!!!!
I need miracle.. i dont like her but i need her..
what i'm suppose to do?
confusing 

the bad eid mubarak in my life

well, this year i'm so sad because celebrate eid mubarak without my parents..
the feeling is so  different and awkward..
we miss my mom and dad so much..
so jealous because everyone upload latest  picture with  their family and us??
we have take some picture but not perfect as usual...
i dont have any feel to upload on facebook or etc..
this ramadhan i didnt update status on facebook..
just want to make some diffrent ramadhan like before. hihi
i starting dont like Arab Saudi.. Why mecca state at Arab Saudi?
so far from malaysia.. and my parents always go there... :(
and leave us like this... i have no one to talk with. hmmm
forever alone.....................

kbye

by
princess forever alone

My future Daughter and Son..

Today  i make some research about the famous people in the world...

then today i was decided about my future children.....

since i cant achieve all of that, so i want my future generation to achieve that..!.

everyone know who is steve job? bill gate? mark zukeberg?  macdonald thompson? colonel sander? leonardo da vinci? larry page and segey brin?

they are top famoust person  in the world.. i'm so adore with.. and the are founder

i bet theirs  IQ is higher than150.. mayb..

like leonardo da vinci, he create the code to keep it the secret for many years....

anyone know about the mona lisa right..? 

i want my future generation become like themm...

so my first son/daughter will per uing his study at  harvard..

the second one at stanford university.. and the third one at egypt.. that all.. 

people is planning ,

but Allah is theone who decide that..

who know what the future hold right?

Jogging

Well. Today i cant fasting because girl probelm..hihihi.. So i spent my weekend jogging to reduce my fat.. Now my weight is
50kg.. So i will start diet to reduce my weight to 45kg...hihi.. I'm bit tired today.after jogging we went to kl central to break fasting.. We ate fast food.. lOl.. Fast food having much calories.. What a stupid plan.. Aaaaa.. So sleepy..  i want go to sleep!

My Daughter.

i have a daughter,

i have no husband, and i'm the single mother of my daughter..

so what??

its not a big deal right?

is very dark tragedy of  my life..

so i want to share to all readers..

but i'm not remember clearly about that tragedy..

what i remember i love my daughter very much..

there are so many people want to kill  me and my daughter(semiliar like action movie, shoot etc) ... and i was set on my mind to protect my daughter  all the time..even my life was facing a death, i dont mind.. 

as long she is with me everything is being ok..

because she is my life..

damn! i wake up from my sleep tight.,,

i feel so dizzy exactly  like  after involve in war, then i

look my surrounding.. this is my room.. shit, its just a dream..

i was thinking about my daughter until now .. well, she is not exist... just my stupid dream..

i'm not married..  but i miss that girl in my dream.. that why i write about this on this blog even right now i feeling so tired like hell.. no mood to blogging but i spend some of my time to update abt my dream. hee :D

just shopping from 10am and back to hostel 6pm.. haaaaaa.. my feet so pain.. and damn tired..

want to sleep right now!

but the weird things is... my daughter face like this little girl..

i was share story of this family on my facebook before.. his daughter was suffering 

leukemia

and she is dont have any hair.. and her daugter feel bad because everyone have hair and his mother cut his hair to make her daughter feel ok.. . what a sad story.. that why i share.. hmmmmmmm

ok bye!

curse

its been long time i hide my self..

i just feel want to run away..

because i cant face people with this face..

its looking so ugly right now.... but i'm still attend my class everyday because i dont want its effect my study at all.. i try to be professional.. hmmm :(

i need to find that guy for apologize...

i dont know what i did, but i'm not responsible at all..

evryone have feeling....

this is curse!

whatever i do at my face there are more worst day by day....i'm so sad .. i'm give up..

but i still like who am i, even i was crying about my face alot..

i was watch penelope movie..

and i like watch it again and again because penelope like me.. waiting someone who can accept who am i, not for the who i want to be,, :(